http://adika.blogdrive.com/ beningnurani Mon, 28 Jul 2008 17:30:01 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2008. Family Issues http://adika.blogdrive.com/archive/80.html Mon, 28 Jul 2008 10:28:02 GMT karena due date makin deket, aku mulai survei kecil-kecilan. dapet info dua rsb dari uni. yang pertama langsung aku coret dari daftar krn dokternya cowok semua, hehe... malessss. yang kedua, kata uni punya seorang dsog berpengalaman, dan salah satu dsog yang praktek disana (perempuan) juga kabarnya bagus. aku telponlah rsb itu, yang cuma berjarak 3 km dari rumah. "mbak, mau tanya, kalau melahirkan disini, ibu dan bayi jadi satu kamar atau dipisah?" ini pertanyaan esensial pertama, krn aku mau early latch on dan asix. "dipisah, bu." "bisa minta digabung?" "nggak bisa bu." waks, ladhalah. ga... (more) http://adika.blogdrive.com/comments?id=80 http://adika.blogdrive.com/archive/79.html Wed, 23 Jul 2008 04:12:47 GMT kapan ya terakhir kali aku nyetir di a yani dengan kecepatan 60 km/jam? mungkin 5 taun lalu, saat jam kerjaku masih jam 4 sore sampe tengah malem hihi... seneng aku, karena hari ini pilgub, a yani yang biasanya sumber macet mulai dari bunderan waru sampe polda, jam 9 tadi sepiiiiiiiiii... well, dengan sangat menyesal aku terpaksa golput. lha mau nyoblos ga difasilitasi akses. masa musti pulkam sejauh itu, dengan keadaanku yang seperti ini. plis deh... yang jelas di kantor sepi hari ini. orang2 yang masuk sabtu hari ini off. kampus juga sama sepinya. tuh di luar malah banyak anak2 yang maen... (more) http://adika.blogdrive.com/comments?id=79 http://adika.blogdrive.com/archive/78.html Mon, 09 Jun 2008 07:31:02 GMT the biggest fear... the scariest thing... is coming in two months... what am i supposed to do? no way out... no choice but to face it, and i don't know how i can overcome this feeling. now i shed tears... all over again. ----------------------------------------- "Yangti, kenapa ya yangti sama yangkung kok lain sama bapak dan ibu lainnya? Kalo orang lain itu, pak Agus dan bu Agus, pak Bambang dan bu Bambang, pak Cecep dan bu Cecep. Lha yangti kok bu Diah dan pak Dani?" "Eh, bu Farid, apa kabar?" *tersipu "ssst, sekarang bukan bu Farid lagi, bu. Saya sudah cerai dengan pak Farid, sekarang... (more) http://adika.blogdrive.com/comments?id=78 http://adika.blogdrive.com/archive/77.html Fri, 25 Jan 2008 04:14:44 GMT ketika aku kehilangan (kejambretan, tepatnya) tasku beberapa waktu lalu, apa yang paling aku tangisi? bukan duit di dompet yang "cuma" 50ribu, atau hp yang baru dipake 2 hari, melainkan kartu2 identitas (SIM, KTP, atm, STNK, kartu asuransi) dan buku notesku! ada flash disk juga sih, tapi datanya sudah ku back up, jadi ga begitu ngaruh. beberapa kartu identitas memang akhirnya balik (atm jelas nggak, tp yang penting dah diblokir dan ga ada duit yang ilang dari rekeningku), plus tas dan dompet make up beserta isinya yang dibuang para penjambret dan ditemukan seorang staf rsal (aduh... aku lupa... (more) http://adika.blogdrive.com/comments?id=77 http://adika.blogdrive.com/archive/76.html Wed, 09 Jan 2008 08:40:00 GMT perhaps, because i miss him, i read his blog all over again. then i found that story, which suddenly brought me back to some months ago, when i was so damn angry to that woman, that bitchy thing (oh, how i love swearing at her!!!). no matter what, the stories in his blog still couldn't make me forgive her (and it took me months to forgive him!). i still remember the hurt i felt, when he left soon after i entered the room. for god sake, i stayed up that late because i thought it would be the best time to spend with him before i left the following day. but then he left me to join that woman, it... (more) http://adika.blogdrive.com/comments?id=76 http://adika.blogdrive.com/archive/75.html Wed, 09 Jan 2008 03:10:28 GMT god... god... god... what my sister said yesterday makes me keep wondering if i'd stolen something from my son's life. her friend asked, "is this the life style of every modern family?" well, for me, it has nothing to do with modernism at all. with this hectic schedule, the nausea and other things that keep me laying down at home, i know there are a lot of things my son missed. sometimes i can't help crying when i see him asleep; i just feel so guilty. he needs more than i can give, but what can i do? i've been very weak for the last few weeks. i can't even stand up for more than 3 minutes.... (more) http://adika.blogdrive.com/comments?id=75 http://adika.blogdrive.com/archive/74.html Mon, 24 Sep 2007 10:34:24 GMT When was the last time i had my tarawih in the mosque? 6 years ago! yup, waktu aku masih kerja di perush tekstil di jakarta. biar sholatnya 23 rakaat, tapi karena ada temennya jadi rajin juga ke masjid. abis itu, tahun 2002-2003 aku puasaan pas kerja di jp, jam tarawih adalah jam2 berebutan berita. abis itu, puasaan pas hamil. bawaannya malesss... mulu. abis itu, 3 taun puasaan di negeri nun jauh disana... padahal musola di depan rumah tp juga ga pernah dimasuki. ampyunnnn... nah... baru td mlm aku tergerak utk melangkah ke masjid lagi buat tarawih. bukan apa2 sih. meski masjid cuman... (more) http://adika.blogdrive.com/comments?id=74 http://adika.blogdrive.com/archive/73.html Wed, 01 Aug 2007 09:38:04 GMT pancene aku iki nggilani kok. badan dan otak kayak tinggal separo. nggak bisa mikir. ngisin2i, abis wanti2 ke orang lain, jangan ganggu dulu deh yayangku, lagi repot dia sama studinya, lha kok aku ngimel njaluk tulung dibantu ngambil keputusan. dasar! ternyata manusia memang ga bisa sepenuhnya independen ya. ngurus rumah dan anak sendirian aja kadang2 rasanya capek banget. not physically, but mentally. si dika kalo dibangunin pagi2, aduh, kadang bikin gregetan. I'm trying to be as patient as possible but sometimes i just can't help it! lha dia sarapan dengan santainya padahal emaknya keburu2... (more) http://adika.blogdrive.com/comments?id=73 http://adika.blogdrive.com/archive/72.html Tue, 24 Jul 2007 04:15:37 GMT Do they really have to tell me over and over again that life is always about choices? I hate it when they say, "You can't have them all. You have to choose!" I know I know I know!! I know that every second in our lives we have to make choices. Even by not deciding what to choose yet, I've already made a choice, right? Bukan maksud hati mo ambil semuanya, grab anything i can, justify all the way, u name it lah. Tapi aku tuh masih bingung mana yang harus diambil. Belajar dari pengalaman sih, harusnya aku ga salah langkah lagi. Ada kesempatan di depan mata untuk memperbaiki diri. But it's just... (more) http://adika.blogdrive.com/comments?id=72 http://adika.blogdrive.com/archive/71.html Tue, 12 Jun 2007 02:22:23 GMT "I'm a nightmare for everyone!!" Huahahahahahahaha!! http://adika.blogdrive.com/comments?id=71